spent every single graduation alone and now covid is taking this one too

every graduation i've ever had. alone.

elementary school: my sister pulled this whole thing where she was like 'i'm staying home to read comics' and threw a fit so my parents stayed back to deal with her. so i went by myself.

middle school: my sister was retaking her college entrance exam that year and apparently FAILED to get into uni, so my parents were in a bad mood and just... didn't come. didn't even warn me. i waited outside for ten minutes thinking someone was coming. took the bus home alone.

and now this graduation. covid. so i'll be alone again ㅋㅋㅋ

i have zero graduation memories. like none. and i'm carrying this to my grave, i genuinely will. this is probably the saddest thing that's ever happened to me ㅋㅋㅋ

(the ㅋㅋㅋ is doing a lot of heavy lifting here. she's not laughing.)